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#044 , Goodbye , No longer you and me . Sunday, November 15, 2009 // Sunday, November 15, 2009
 Today morning wake up , reached school at 7.30am . After reached , changed to costume , wash face make up etc. Take bubbletea from Leonard Brother, Great. Thanks . our first performances was quite good . After first performances , we have our break for one hour , sit sround canteen . Back to Ae room , cried due to some reason . Talked to dancers ( lazy to say the people out ) ,slacked and all these then Jasper came with Bubbletea for me Thanks Brother ! 2nd performance was great too . After performance changed , remove make up , debrief then Jp with Jermine, JiaJia, Zillia and Qiongdan . At birger king , talked and laughed like mad. At bk till 6 , me and JiaJia bused home . After i reached home, bathed and wait for Sexy Edmund to come meet me . After that go "my friend " there meet Edmund while waiting for JiaJia to come. Talked alot to him then JiaJia came we go have our dinner , both of them act cute ah , the chilli hor !! After that back to " My friend " there to slack , slack all the way till 10plus , i send them to bus stop then home sweet home . Yeah, it's over between us , I have known it that this is gonna become already . My intuition has always been so right . i know it too well . You think i don't know your feeling have faded ? I've feel it , i kept quiet . Bet you dont even know how much things have i knew today and even since long ago . I've seen how much our relationship and the way you treat me have changed maybe you dont know it and dont even care cause since the day we patch i know , things are no longer the same . At first i thought we will make it through , slowly i start think that it getting more and more impossible. I stand nothing in your heart really nothing at all . You don't have to deceive yourself . You can make up the excuse you gave but i not stupid , i knew it . Cause you don't know how much things have revealed about you . When you don't even treat me as your stead and Thats the end of us , no longer you and me . I know alot people are worry and concern about me , dancingdoll know whats to do . She big enough to think , she know she have cry too many times for him already and today gonna be my last time my tears gonna shed for him . No more already , i didn't expect i'm here posting about all this instead another way round. Sounding sad all these cause you wont know how much things i know, alot enough to make me feel that i not gonna be a fool to shed a tears for you , i really very pissed off for whatever things you've done . _|_ When you treat me as nothing i think i've no point loving you , i will try all my best to give you up . Thanks for showing me how bastard you are , make me know that i not gonna be the fool that cry for you over and over again . Even if forgetting you gonna gimme a hard time , i'll learn to move on and put you in the past . But still thanks you for onced gimme sucha a great times for a moment .
Goodbye , 94543 .
Thanks to everyone for the concern , I will be fine. Maybe some people will think that i being heartless or what cause you dk what he've been doing . Lazy to list out those people to thanks, Thanks Alot (L)(L)(L)
Dancingdoll are feeling pissed off and angry at the same time, but she think she gonna be fine. Sisters,Brothers And friends dont worry too much alright , i'm really bliss to have many greats friend beside me .Today photo will upload tomorrow, Bye Peeps (L) |
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