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#115, Big girls dont cry. Sunday, January 10, 2010 // Sunday, January 10, 2010
 Back here to post again, i nap till 6plus wake up and i think i wake mummy up when i switch on the television. LOL. So she wake up and cook steam fish, prawn, sotong and soup. Whereas i go prepare and after food is ready, mummy bring the food down to coffeeshop to eat with family and parents friends. After dinner, Mandy and Edmund came. Accompany them eat dinner , after their dinner, walked to 483 slack. Slack all the way till 10plus, back to coffeeshop to find mummy. Thats all for today i think. I want episode 47 of ZhongJiSanGuo leyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I'm real bored now and my Homework : Left A Math and Chinese only, great ttm. I need money desperately, but i cant help but spend my money man. Alright, i will save at least a $60 at the end of the month,you know i have to resist the temptation to buy things and spend my money. Have been thinking and thinking but everytime my decision always dont work. Though my mind are having the correct decision but my heart wont follow what i want. Even it will it also for like one day, then the next day everything still the same. I know i have to no matter what and hope i'm really doing it. How long can one person stay strong? It's not long at all. When can you out of my heart and mind ? The answer is soon. I never want to stay at the same spot like a fool hanging all alone and suffering. But it's so hard but no more turning back already, move on dancingdoll. Dont have to linger on already. And i'm doing it and trying. And i believe i can, gonna be like 2months already. Dont want waste too much time already, i deserve to be happy. Though i'm quite happy now. But you still something that affecting me but sooner or later, it not gonna be anymore.( I'm trying.) I think my current link i use for very long already, but i never thought of changing ley, but i want change a new blogskins, looking for a new skins now. And my blog song is changed, please enjoy. And wont be having so much time like last time already, sec 3 is like so damn busy lah, busy with school stuff, cheerleading and dance. Plus when ShuqunPri cheerleading resume, i have to busy with that one also. Have to work so hard so hard for everything now. And my house now left me alone, Daddy go pub, Mummy just go karokae, Brother go out, Sister go Cousin house. Left me alone at home. Great ttm, i like silence when i'm home. It's great feeling though i will tend to think of the unhappy past, the same flashback. This post is long with my thoughts and stuff, got one part wanted to post on private blog, but quite lazy now, shall post private web later, you know that part is still not everything inside. There's still more. But forget it, finding blogskins now, shall post it again, later or what. Bye People. :D |
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